Dead Angels & Forgotten Ghosts

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DECAYEDen (decay eden / Decayed in) A name that means more than just. First it was to be the name of my son that was never born but within the name it as essence means the decay of self/ the world.

This is my Discotheque of Discontent.

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Discotheque of discontent by Jeremiah Saint

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Track Name: Born of decay
DECAYEDen - Born of decay

I never wanted this.....
I never asked for your point....
A reason to hate....
Truth is I hate you...

I am the want inside your eyes,
hiding within all of the pain.
reflection you no longer see,
I am born of decay.
Something you have tried to hide,
this monster that's within.
Another reason to fucking get high,
To make it all hide.

I can never replace, all of my hate.
The wounds are too deep,
my soul never meant a thing.

To all of you who have thrown away,
All the things I built up.
I tore myself down in horrible ways,
Just to become everything you despise;
Me to suffer my pain.
I was blind to everything
Now I waste such away,
I was born of decay.

You cannot fix this,
You cannot fix this.
You cannot fix this,
You cannot fix this.

You cannot fix this,
You cannot help me.
You cannot fix this,
You cannot help me.

I can never replace, all of my hate.
My wounds are too fucking deep,
My soul never meant a thing.

Born of decay...
I was born of decay...
Born of decay...
Born of decay...
Track Name: Angels & Ghosts
Angels and Ghosts


we were a collide of souls
we tore apart our skin
a scene so obscene
damaging from our scars
We were beauty slaughtered down
a grotesque misunderstanding
we played the game of fuck and kill
though it was never enough

All my vices are all used up
I know I've done this to myself
Now that I am all used up
I am far to gone for help
We are angels, we are ghosts
we don't exist
We are angles, we are ghosts
Caught in a myth
We are angels, we are ghosts
we don't exist
We are angles, we are ghosts
This is your myth

I have let slip
forgot what I was to do
I used up all your fucking lines
Just to forget you
The drugs have no affect
the effects are damaging
I cant see this world worth living
I can never forgive

All my vices are all used up
I know I've done this to myself
Now that I am all used up
I am far to gone for help
We are angels, we are ghosts
we don't exist
We are angles, we are ghosts
Caught in a myth
We are angels, we are ghosts
we don't exist
We are angles, we are ghosts
This is your myth

This is your myth

Nothing can destroy us
we don't exist
Nothing can control us
caught in a myth
Track Name: United Deceit
United Deceit


Erection of our master puppet
who are they to govern and why do you heed
this is the ten year deceit
if we stand we'll be taken away
We are not alright, they have taken our rights
We are not alright they have no right.

Totalitarian greed
They have you on your knees
Nothing's real this isn't real
Their conclusion is a a mass delusion

We eat our sick to stay above
sell our souls just to go another day
mass hysteria behind your lies
We are not free, bound by a Fake (fate)
We are not alright, they have taken our rights
We are not alright they have no right.

This isn't a drug
This is a revolution

Totalitarian greed
They have you on your knees
Nothing's real this isn't real
Their conclusion is a a mass delusion

we'll never be free
we'll never be free

(richer/ rich are)
Track Name: CrimeSin (Crimson)
CrimeSin ( Crimson )

Written by Jeremiah Saint

Discotheque of discontent


Can your feel it?

Will it wash away?

Like a funeral for everything.

Too many vices i have inside, I’ve dealt with my imprisonment.

I tried to consume all those things, it didn’t matter now did it. (nothing works)

I wiped away all those memories, and all those things that I did.

I look back ow in utter disgust, what did I see in you?

I kill myself to forget everything.

There’s a new color in my eyes and its crimson. (I’m Crimson)

My bloods been washed away, I am frozen. ( I’m Crimson)

I scar myself so beautifully, and fill up all those wounds, ( never to be whole)

My bodies grows colder every day, and its from the fumes (I’m dead)

I fuel my fire with the past memories, and feed on the grave ( nothing to forgive)

there is nothing in this fucking world, that I wish to save (we’re slaves)

We are decayeden, in disgust.

Don’t forget, I fucked your daughters.

I want all the drugs, I want to be okay

There’s a new color in my eyes and its crimson,

My bloods been washed away I am frozen.

There’s a new drug in my eyes and she’s crimson, (Crimson)

My bloods been washed away I am frozen. (Frozen)

I am in this tomb I sealed myself,

I don’t want to be anywhere else.

I ‘m in this tomb I sealed myself,

I don’t want to be anywhere else.
Track Name: Within the facade
This facade has taken everything
Track Name: ƒailure
ƒailure

You wear more masks than I ever did, the hypocrites.
Preach the words of forgiveness but you don't forgive
I forgotten more compassion you ever knew
I messed up a few time, its too much for you
I lock myself away
and hide from everything
build up my own disease
I eradicate myself so delicately
now I fuel the fumes the flames of everything

there this nothing left inside
except all of your lies
so easy to give up
not easy to forget
there is nothing inside
except all of your lies
so easy to give up
and never forgive

I punish myself with the guilt of the things
I could never be for you no

I'd take all the drugs in the world if I could
to get away from all those memories, they betray
I have said it once I 'lll say it again
I want to be forgotten
I cant shake the things I thought I was

Never again
never again
Never again
Never again

I can't wipe away, everything
I cant wipe away, everything

No one's coming to dance tonight
No one's coming to dance tonight
No one's coming to dance tonight
No one's coming to dance tonight
Track Name: Hell is for the holy (interlude)
"I'm the whore, we will never see hell
No we'll never see hell, hell is for the holy"
Track Name: Distraught
"we were love, were are death"
Track Name: Aphorism
We cannot escape/ we will not be saved
Track Name: Unfair_well
DECAYEDen - Unfair-Well (My last goodbye)
Written by: Jeremiah Saint

It is okay that I am not okay?

To see to feel that rain again... 

These things inside have never left.

I don’t know who I am what I am?

The memories seem contrived,

Now that my blood stopped flowing.



I do not feel

So cold so very callous,
I am lost 
Breaking away into the very thing

the very things that I so despise 

With my eyes open and my heart shut

With my final exhale I scream your name
I scream your name



This is my last goodbye 
to myself, to everything

This is my last goodbye 
to myself, to everything


My grip is growing weaker 

Can no longer hold on

I built everything up

Just to tear it all away

I was not made for this world

Born only to fucking fade


I have broken it all  

Destroyed all that was good

My arms are empty, just as my soul

I

wasn't made for love

Born only for pain 



This is my last goodbye
 to myself, to everything 

This is my last goodbye to myself, to everything
This is my last goodbye to myself through everything

Everything grows dark 
what we were what you are
I still feel it,
I still hate this 
I can’t take this…


unfair 
farewell
Track Name: DEAD II
I am just a ghost of what I once was (what am I now)
I have forgotten just who I was....
Track Name: DraCruel
DECAYEDen - DraCruel

Impaled within myself, a crucifixion to my...
I'm from below, I've come to destroy.
I will eradicate everything that you know.
Tear apart everything, dwell inside your blood.
You cannot stop me, I don't even exist.
That twinkle in your eyes has been misplaced.

The sanity is gone, the clarity has been forsaken;
By what what we thought we could be.

I live in the shadows of a son, I thought I never would outcome.
With all those controversies I led myself to believe.
I rip apart it all and I beat myself senseless .
There's nothing left, there's nothing left, there is nothing

I am the dark inside,
I am going insane,
I don't know my name...
What could I have been?
Where am I now?
All these drugs I take, all this pain.
There is nothing inside of me I cant hold on
I am from below, that's where i belong


I am in hell, hell, help
Track Name: Within the Facade (DV8RZ - Ripped Away mix)
I don't want to return to the sun,
I cant stop, my time has come.
I bleed all of the pain,
As my soul is ripped away.
Track Name: Distraught (unreleased demo)
Distraught


Press start and watch me die
It was the righteous thing to do
I was so lonesomely distraught
Destroyed, retooled
I let the light in for just a moment
I never let you hear my screams
The affect was very damaging
I won't let you hear my screams


Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
We were love were were death
Sharpen all of your lies
Stab them deeps inside
Just another figment in our breath

Have you come to watch me fade
the irreverent things you choose
You built the walls I could not scale
Bound and crucified
The affect was very damaging
I won't let you hear my screams
The affect was very damaging
I won't let you hear my screams

Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
We were love were were death
Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
Just another figment in my breath

Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
We were love were were death
Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
Just another figment in my breath

I am irrelevant

Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
We were love were were death
Sharpen all of your knives
Stab them deeps inside
Just a figment this isn't a test